I was wondering to myself if the last 24 hours could get any shittier but I suppose I could lose a limb.

Either this world is really fucked up or I am. Seriously considering just withdrawing from any and all personal anything because I never seem to make things better, only worse. I know that sounds extreme and I know there is some middle ground, somewhere, but I'll be damned if I can find it.

I want to sleep for a full week. My head hurts. I don't want to hear anything, I don't want to see anything, I don't want to fucking be right this moment. And perhaps what bothers me is that I know if I didn't exist, nothing would change.